Saturday, September 26, 2015

My Poems, My Words

Poems
By Sonia F Stevens

My Imagination
My Words Of Wisdom
Sharing a part of my Life with you.


Just Words put together by my Feelings
Read them, Enjoy them. Feel them
They are shared with you.

Sonia F Stevens©2005 ∞

Creative Life

Creative Life

By Sonia Frances Stevensã

When your life is not well

This is a tail, I will tell.

Life is like a plant of life

When we are bourn
Each day is a new dawn

Regeneration is yours
Decide what you need.
Emerging from the dark earth
For it through difficulties
That we grow wiser and more compassionate.

Creative people have infinite source of financial abundance
Creative people have love and dreams
All within each other’s means.
Creative people should not hide from society
It is the creativity that helps us all to grow.

Copyrightã2005 by Sonia Frances Stevens

By your side

By your side
By Sonia F Stevens

Can you understand my words.
Or do you not believe in my words
How many occasions did I say truth
How many times did you go aloof.
How many occasions
Did life change your passions
How many occasions
I stood by your side, in all situations.
On how many occasions
Did you hurt my world
But I stood by your word.
But am I still here
And holding you so dear.
Am I not standing right here at your side
Filled with pride, to stand by your side.
Understand, I am with you
I will be loyal to you
 My love is true for you.

Copyright©2005-2007by Sonia F Stevens

Prayer

Prayer

By Sonia F Stevens

Almighty heart of love
To you I entrust my life
To you I send all things
My anger, my pain, my sorry and my life.

Give me please the wisdom and grace
Open up my soul.
Reach in and take control.
I want my heart to be open
I want abundance in all love and wisdom, financial and grace, all around my place.
I forgive from my soul.
Let these worries dissolve with love
Give peace to bind.

Love mends the roads,
Love builds many bridges through time.
Means the rifts which uncertainty brings.
Love pieces us all together.
No more self destruction, war, deception.
Peace is the treasure.
Love opens our hearts and shows us the way.
Love gives me joy and abundance
It gives us this world to share and to live together.

Forgive all the hurts
Let the love rein your world
Love opens up the doors
Mends all the worries
Mends all the destruction.

Love brings joy to each other and brings us together.
Almighty one of love.
Break the bonds of all types of pain.

Copyright©2006 by Sonia F Stevens





Who?


Who?
By Sonia Frances Stevens

A Lover is a person, who you give yourself to.
A Carer is a person, who is there for you.
A Partner is a person, who is totally shares with you and you with them.
A Mother is a child’s first teacher, carer and protector.
A Father is the full partner of the mother and is there for both.
A Son is an heir.
A daughter is an heir
There are the gifts from you for the future of your lines.
A Doctor is a medical man who helps you live.
A herbalist is natures carer for all of you.
A musician is a person who tells the tales in song.
Let no one ever tell you that you never belong.
They are completely wrong.
Everyone has the right to be.
And that includes even me.

Copyrighted©2006-2007 by Sonia F Stevens


The Secret

The Secret
By Sonia F Stevens©

If you hurt someone
That hurt comes back
If you comfort someone
They soon forget.
Maybe that is what life is about

Try to forgive that hurt
As it eats you up inside
It lingers on and it should not be given that energy.
As it s waste if your power.


Instead give your energy to comfort Friendship love, caring sharing and living
This is positive to you and the ones around you.

This gives you strength to move forward and to live your life to the fullest.
This gives you great rewards and happy and full filling in your life.

A man is ashamed of you if he cannot take you out or to meet his circle of friends and family
He is keeping you hidden and a secret.

But if the man asks you to join him in his circle you are welcomed into his real life.

Cole Raymond Paterson born 18/07/1949 kept me his secret, away from all his known friends and family.
He publicly denies me. He publicly humiliates me when ever his friends/ family are around or even talks to me.
Yet he comes to me for his pleasures and information and give me work for him, to do.

I was his secret until the day he hurt me for the third time. Till he hurt my spine and I had to report him to the police.
He hurt me Wednesday 7th December 2005. I report the incident on Thursday the 8th December to the police.
I ended up in the eye hospital on the 12-13 th December 2005 in Sydney.
Even though my spine was sore I had trouble seeing out of my Right eye.

My eyes and bruised face would heal, but my back is different.
That was the third time he hurt me, each time was worse than the time before.

First time was reported to the sex assault councilor They wanted me to report it then. I could not. I was see the counselor for the Rape.
I could not report any of this as it as this could all lead back to Cole.
Even his friends, tampered with my car breaks three times, I ended up changing my car.
That did not stop the massive rock been thrown through my driver’s door wile I was in the car.
No one would believe me about any of it, so I also erased all the threatening emails.
Stupid, but I had to find out who was doing this and threatening me.
Cole thinks it is all my imagination and it is me. I had to tell him, warn him, over and over again, but Cole could not believe me or did not want to listen to any of it.
He made me out to be the bad person.

I trusted him with all of my settlement money $160,000 and my most prized possessions.
For three years running I supplied all his kids birthday and Christmas presents and even his daughter’s education at the private school and her private lessons. Then this June A Person smashed a pot over my head had black eye and head injuries, doctors were extremely concerned was knocked out for two days and July I was sent flying in the train Stations.
 Very badly bruised. Reported as an accident.

I am sitting here thinking, what else is he going to blame me for.

I am walking away
I believed, trusted and I still am very much in love with him
I still believe he is a better man than his “Friends” say he is.
Silly, But then I love him under all situations and will not judge him for his ways. I only want what he wants. And now it is for me to be out of his life.

Copyrighted©2006-2007 by Sonia F Stevens

Anchor

Anchor
By Sonia Frances Stevens

Even when my Life
Is upside down
And all turned around
I will have my love for you
Even when I am of the ground

Dreams are all around me
My life I have to find
Give me my time to move
To move all around

When Things are all over the place
I am still in this human race
Having my love around me
Even when I am upside down
And Lifted off the ground.

It is my love for you
That keeps me anchored
My dreams and heart are always there
When I know you are here by my side.
I am full of pride.

Keeping me safe
With the anchor of love
Which holds me close
And lets me find my common ground.
This is where I am found.

Copyright©2006-2007 by Sonia F Stevens