Your life is worth living, Sonia
I now understand that my father has been accusing you and blaming you
for every single thing that has happened to him. But Please remember, If he is
doing that, it means that your important enough to be Accused and tormented by
him. That your life is worth living and when you give things like, those books
which you have gathered up for children in the islands. That it does not go
unnoticed. You give you time too many
people and have helped those which are hurting and who have lost many different
things. These people do not, have not known such pain or even cared enough to
pass on help to others, like you have.
The more people accuse you of things, they are lacking in the
compassion of understanding or the intellect for seeing what is behind you,
they have. You are one of most misunderstood person. You have had s pretty bad
rap over many years, but that is because people don’t understand or want to
take time to understand you, they fear to find out who you really are. They live
in fear of life. That aloofness, the surface which you surround yourself with
is just the surface of your complex nature, and that is by no means bad. Below
the surface of your cool exterior is a scorching and extremely compassionate,
passionate fire.
You’re and emotional being and you take to the limits. In fact you need
over kill to feel really alive. You also
have this need for approval, though you do not verbalize that. You give 100 per
cent of your self to those who you love and you expect the same.
You’re demanding of yourself and others, and when you give your real
heart to someone you’re totally loyal. Many will not understand that, they
could never understand it and many will always question you. That simple point
hurt you through to the core, because you do it pure love. You give 100 per
cent of yourself plus more to your relationships, you absolutely adore the idea
of love. You are committed to anything you do, including relationships, -
absolutely adore the idea of love. It’s a challenge that excites you.
You turn heads whenever you walk into a room, you are a strong, silent
type, and you have a magnetic aura. Whether you know it or not, your eyes can
tell all and this is your most powerful physical trait. You can see through
people and even though you don’t always articulate your feelings, your eyes do
plenty of communicating for you; they can express the full range of your
emotional states.
From when someone has hurt you, to when you see the leaves blow into
the wind, the smile in your eyes of what you see around you.
You have a strong determination, which is another key to your
charisteristics. People can see you as an insensitive to other’s needs, but
that is the most fatherliest from who you really are. You want to be the best
for the ones you care for and your determination push forward. There are no
half measures in your life, friendship, love, family life or work.
On the plus side, you like to share your success with people you take
under your wing, whether they are family or friends.
You’re not afraid of obstacles or challenges, whether they are
something unavoidable or foes or competitors. In fact, you thrive on them; you
love to prove that no one can stop you.
When people try to corner you or put you or anyone who you care for, in
a difficult situation, they’d better be prepared to give it their best shot,
because you won’t give in until you win, and your enemy is totally crushed in
body mind and spirit. You’ll wait patiently until the proper time to seek
revenge. You find out all the facts and you wait.
Time is of no consequence to you when it comes to vengeance. You have a
constant loyalty meter running in your head, and if anyone crosses you, you
will put it on the meter and not forget it. In fact, you’ll want to inflict
maximum damage if the disloyalty is serious enough. But you also understand and
accept that not everyone has you high standards.
Whether you’re fulfilling your sensual appetites or you’re more noble
aspirations, pleasure will always be a focus for you. You want it all. You’re
not afraid of the dark side, even though you always seek the light. You aspire
to the best for others but you transform out of ashes. You face the real
challenges and when you get burned you’re not extinguished from life, you
transform, you burn your lower nature to allow the most splendid parts of your
nature to live and grow. You continuously grow and change.
You are the seductress. Your magnetism seems to attract people from all
walks of life. You keep many secrets and you know how to keep them, which is
why many confide in you, even if you don’t have a lot to say, your presence
makes them feel better. Your aura has the strongest healing quality and people
like to draw on your energy.
Although you are possessive, you are also generous to a fault. There is
an unexpected side of this, if someone doesn’t demand too much of you, you will
give them the world. You go to extremes to help them, putting your self in
harms way for them. (Especially when you really are in deepest love).
You like t help people, especially if they are in need…helping them
seems the natural thing for you to do, you often do this without a second
thought. You are a humanitarian at heart, but not in the conventional sense.
Making others feel great…especially in sex and romance..Is one of your
greatest gifts. No one can beat you there! You’re a born lover and you bring
pleasure to you partner once they allow you to fully open up to them. You are
also prone to expressing everything via sex. Excessive bouts of love play will cause
emotional rifts with partners who aren’t as sexually driven as you. Keep trying
to moderate this part of your nature and keep talking about your feeling with
those you love. You are uncompromising when you really love. When you give your
love to another, no sacrifice is too great, you live up to an awfully high
standard… 100% commitment. You give your
body, mind and soul to the person you love and are not afraid to give up
everything, including your life for that ideal.
People who do not really know you can mistake you for arrogance or
bride or both, but they are wrong. You
are strong, emotionally, and you’re not afraid to show the world,
You are not the kind of woman who likes to rely on her sexuality to
achieve success, although you did have tins of sexual magnetism. You prefer
people to hire you and accept you fir your talents and hard work that you are
prepared to put into ant task you’re given.
When it comes to choosing friends or a partner in life, you walk away
from ant form of indecision or weakness. You need someone who can match you own
power and sexual needs.
You’re not afraid to tell people what you think of them either. You’re
extremely sincere when you deal with others.. At every level of your life. This is one of your most outstanding traits.
This level of honesty will obviously attract enemies, being
straightforward as you is not everyone’s cup of tea. You are extremely tact
full when you deal with people.
You are intuitive and can pick truth and dishonesty when you hear, see,
and sense them. You may seem suspicious to others because of this, and that
causes you some difficulties in your personal relationships. You also hate deceit and will retaliate quiet
ruthlessly when you are pushed to prove your point. Although you are usually quiet,
if your passions are stirred on a topic, you’ll argue the point obstinately
until you win.
You understand the art of love and are extremely sensual and
passionate. You express your love totally to whomever you give your true heart
to. You’ll always look after your partner and give the pleasures the desire.
You’re dynamic, emotional and complex in love, so if anyone who gets involved
with you must be prepared for the challenge, if the can tread the path with you
they will be transformed by the process for the better. It will never be dull.
Your resourcefulness and sense of duty turns out to be your greatest
assets in life.
Many people will who do not know you well are afraid of your intensity,
the way you dive into your relationships. From your side, it’s just what you
basically know what you want from someone, so you don’t waste time. Everyone
you really connect with gets a sense of assurance and security from that
confidence..
You’re pretty hopeless at handling indecisiveness even in
relationships.
There has been a lot said about your intense love and your power to
mesmerize people. Let others be warned… a relationship with you is not to be
entered into lightly. Love for you is almost like a religious experience you
see your soul and that of your lover coming into full communion and life long
commitment.
You can bee moody and brooding and hard for your partner to figure out.
You’ll often seem withdrawn, thinking BOUT THINGS WITHOUT SHARING YOUR
THOUGHTS. AND YOU SOMETIMES SHUT DOWN, ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU’RE STRESSED OR
EMOTIONALLY DEPREAVED. This can be very hard for the people around you.
Unless you give your lover a hint about what is bothering you, you
could end up pushing them further and further away. Reach out and always
explain your feelings as much as you can.
Family life is extremely important to you
You need a partner who will anchor and secure you to the earth and
somehow tolerate your extremes. You are not only passionate, you are also
experimental, and you need to find new ways to satisfy your strong sexual
appetites.
You are only truly faithful when you’re deeply in love.. If your not
you’d play the field than be tied down to one person. But once you do discover
that special person, you’ll give yourself to them totally and defend them to the
death.
Sonia this is at the behind the report on you.
This is what the family wanted to test Cole with.
You.
I found something more that just black and white with you.
This report is based on their facts and records of you and there are
also things on Cole, my father, which they wanted to test him with. But knowing
what I know about you now. They could never have known how much you past have
been entered into your very being.
You love dragon and nature and you lived within those fields. But, you
are defiantly like the phoenix, no matter what is in front with you; you raise
above it all stronger and wiser that most. I still do not understand it all or
you, but I do know one thing that is special about you. You act like a child,
you want to know, and you want to see what is behind the scenes as well as
above and below and what is there in front. You want to understand. And for
that, I am grateful for, because you have helped many including myself. And my
son. I will teach him some of the things, which others have forgotten.
That is why I have reviled myself to you only. You have gained my
respect and admiration. I do not claim to understand all of you, but I can
appreciate that you take time to give others a sense of wholeness and to
appreciate family.
No wonder you can talk to many people from all cultures and they open
up to you. No wonder that they tell you things, you open yourself wide open for
them to use you as a tool, so that they might find something from you, which
they could use to make their life better and different.
Sonia, please don’t lose the child like personality of you. I know only understand a small piece of who
and what you have gone through for others.
Find a man who can be your partner, to be by your side, to help you to
live your life. You have giving so much it is time for you to be honored and
respected without opening yourself to the world before they can see all of you.
You still hold many secrets of others and you protect them all, but you opened
up your own life to protect them, I wonder if Cole, my father, ever realized
that you would protect him in that same way by taking on his blames and our
families. That you wait and you see what is happening from all angles.
Sonia, I release you from that sense of loyalty from him and us. You’re
important too.
Go find happiness. And thank you.
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