My Life

Through out my life I was hidden and ashamed off, because my parents were not married.

My father was married to a woman in Canada, Quebec.

I was the hidden child for many years.

We moved from place to place from living in the bush to living on the Sydney Beaches or in Cars on those beaches.

My father is known and Steve Stevens, Stephen Stefanson, Peter Stevenson etc.

I have found out that he was also the head of the Masonic Movement here in   Australia.

I entrusted my most valued things to a man called Cole R Paterson. I entrusted all my money to him. I believed in his dreams and his word. In a way still, I still have those feelings for him. I have a deep understanding for this man.

He blames me for all his life and all his troubles. I have taken the blame as this is what makes him feel safe inside and makes him feel better about himself.

I know I am doing this for him, but deep inside it is hurting me and also destroying me.

I stood up to him once.

Had too, he hurt my spin and if I am bed ridden the rest of my life, there is no one to look after me.

He would disappear and I would rather not live in that state.

I have spent my last bit of money getting his bio out there into the entertainment business.

Spent $500 on canvas picture of him framed and adjusted. Because I cared for him.

He will never understand

He is so wrapped up in not feeling and thinking that I am out to get him.

Only hope John F and Bert Newton get back to him and all the other contacts do to.

See things do not mean anything unless they represent something.
Written by Sonia F Stevens