The Secret
By Sonia F Stevens©
If
you hurt someone
That
hurt comes back
If
you comfort someone
They
soon forget.
Maybe
that is what life is about
Try
to forgive that hurt
As
it eats you up inside
It
lingers on and it should not be given that energy.
As it
s waste if your power.
Instead
give your energy to comfort Friendship love, caring sharing and living
This
is positive to you and the ones around you.
This
gives you strength to move forward and to live your life to the fullest.
This
gives you great rewards and happy and full filling in your life.
A
man is ashamed of you if he cannot take you out or to meet his circle of
friends and family
He
is keeping you hidden and a secret.
But
if the man asks you to join him in his circle you are welcomed into his real
life.
Cole
Raymond Paterson born 18/07/1949 kept me his secret, away from all his known
friends and family.
He
publicly denies me. He publicly humiliates me when ever his friends/ family are
around or even talks to me.
Yet
he comes to me for his pleasures and information and give me work for him, to
do.
I
was his secret until the day he hurt me for the third time. Till he hurt my
spine and I had to report him to the police.
He
hurt me Wednesday 7th December 2005. I report the incident on
Thursday the 8th December to the police.
I
ended up in the eye hospital on the 12-13 th December 2005 in Sydney.
Even
though my spine was sore I had trouble seeing out of my Right eye.
My
eyes and bruised face would heal, but my back is different.
That
was the third time he hurt me, each time was worse than the time before.
First
time was reported to the sex assault councilor They wanted me to report it
then. I could not. I was see the counselor for the Rape.
I
could not report any of this as it as this could all lead back to Cole.
Even
his friends, tampered with my car breaks three times, I ended up changing my
car.
That
did not stop the massive rock been thrown through my driver’s door wile I was
in the car.
No
one would believe me about any of it, so I also erased all the threatening
emails.
Stupid,
but I had to find out who was doing this and threatening me.
Cole
thinks it is all my imagination and it is me. I had to tell him, warn him, over
and over again, but Cole could not believe me or did not want to listen to any
of it.
He
made me out to be the bad person.
I
trusted him with all of my settlement money $160,000 and my most prized
possessions.
For
three years running I supplied all his kids birthday and Christmas presents and
even his daughter’s education at the private school and her private lessons.
Then this June A Person smashed a pot over my head had black eye and head
injuries, doctors were extremely concerned was knocked out for two days and
July I was sent flying in the train Stations.
Very badly bruised. Reported as an accident.
I am
sitting here thinking, what else is he going to blame me for.
I am
walking away
I
believed, trusted and I still am very much in love with him
I
still believe he is a better man than his “Friends” say he is.
Silly,
But then I love him under all situations and will not judge him for his ways. I
only want what he wants. And now it is for me to be out of his life.
Copyrighted©2006-2007 by Sonia F Stevens
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